Undone

Carefully controlled
Living in the world
Of not a hair out of place
Where the people climb ladders
Some striving, others just surviving
In the land of little boxes
People cages
Feeling like a fraud
Knowing this isn't where she belongs
But pretending she does
The balancing act
Keeping it all together
At work, and at home
Showing up, reliable
She wants it raw
On the edge
To BREATHE!
To risk something
Just once
Even if she falls on her face
She wants, she needs to be completely undone
Completely self, no apologies
Cease the constant taming of the wild child inside
She wonders, who would love such a one?