Rock Your Life

I just want to rock my life

Is that so wrong?

I’m so grateful for what I have

My  husband

Two amazing sons

Wonderful family

Friends who are there through everything

Ass-kicking hard working co-workers

Who are genuinely great people

That’s a lot to be thankful for

And while I’m thankful

I also think of moving forward

Finding that next step

Moving toward my dreams

Taking steps every day to do that

Looking at myself honestly

Not trying to hurt anyone

Haven’t purposely used anyone

All the while, excavating the shit

Discarding what makes no sense

I’m not delusional

Not living in a fantasy world

I have dreams

And I’ll be damned

If I’ll apologize

For who I am

The way I see the world

Or how I choose to walk through it

If I’ve hurt you, or confused you

Made you feel used, or unimportant

While I’m trying to figure this out

I genuinely apologize

It was never my intention. Ever.

But thoughtlessness is still wrong

So I will own it and say I’m sorry

Truthfully

I could never walk forward in the light

If I knew I brought someone else down

But I will still walk forward toward my dreams

Some of you may not like my decisions

How I walk it

I can’t be who you want me to be

And I’m  not asking you to be anything but that which you are

I’m not going to change

To make you more comfortable

I do wish you love and light

On your journey

Thanks for being a part of mine