Complicated Bliss

She is two sides of the same coin.
Nurturing one moment, self-absorbed the next
She can make you feel like the world revolves around you
And a moment later, make you feel like you don't matter
She loves you with everything that she is
But everything that she is can be complicated
You can't take the good without the bad
She's your living Yin and Yang
Hot and Cold.  Yours but not.
Always withholding something for herself.
She'd never step out on you, but you're always afraid she will
She's every color of the rainbow, all at once.
And the darkness is always there, too.  Simmering below the surface.
For better for for worse, she IS yours.
And you're a stronger man for having stood by her side.
And you give her the same.
Strength. Fire. Courage. Quiet understanding.
She knows in her heart that YOU'RE AMAZING
You're man enough to be hers.  And she's happy to be yours.
Comfortable only in your arms.
It will never be easy, but you figured that out a long time ago.
But, together, you shine so bright.  And that's the way it should be.