Dealing With It

At times, I think
You misunderstand me
Perplexed at my reactions
Maybe disappointed
I admire your commitment
And you're right
It's no way to live
And it has to stop
Trust me I know
But please understand
I deal with
Horror, injustice, apathy
That which appalls
Or frightens me
Differently than some
Through the lens of humor
Gallows humor at times
Irreverent, often "inappropriate"
But, you see
I have to
If I do not
This poet's heart
Feels too strongly
All the shards
So painful
I still face the reality
And like you
I take action
This is just how
I process "broken"
And still have the strength
To go on